My plan was so different than this. I had it all figured out, all of the details in order. I knew exactly what would work best and how to get it. I told You so many times. I was deeply saddened and even angry occasionally when You didn't stick to my agenda. I even questioned Your love for me.
Now looking back, I sit here so amazed as I think that once again You have been so faithful to me. You always are. You are changing so many things right now. It is so much better than I could have ever planned for. You promised to work out all things for my good and each time I get a glimpse of Your perfect plan it pulls at my heart. I am so amazed at the perfect details. How the timing fits just right. It is so much better!
Life is so thrilling letting You lead. I get to hold on and enjoy. There is so much freedom in doing it Your way.
I never want to go back to that life, so boring and stressful. Full of fear and worry. Help me to always and in everything trust You completely.
2 comments:
You are so right! love you, and couldn't be more excited for you guys!
God is so amazing, kati. your life is certainly a testament to that! i already love this little heck so much!!!
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